My life, one fail at a time.

So much on mind...

And don’t know how to deal with it.

Life is great though.

What an epic week...

This week was so awesome and fun packed.

Tuesday was so fun with Loris and Renabette. We got Korean BBQ and then roamed around Cerritos. We went to random parks where we played on playgrounds, jammed, took pictures, or just chill. It was a good day. My favorite of the week.

Wednesday I went to Disneyland with Michelle, Tiffany, Andy, Jon, Rayson, Mindy, Jackie, Kevin, Mindy, Tim, Judy, and Mel. It was fun but tiring. The fireworks show was awesome. Guppies was yummy.

Thursday … oh thursday…. work.

Friday was fun. Went to California Adventure for like 3 hours with Cathy, Tiffany, Michelle, Jackie, Andy, John, Mindy, and Rayson. It was fun for the little time it lasted. Cathy and I waited for them for like an hour but it was cool because of the random kids and people that we saw doing weird things. Then I headed to work thinking I was going to be late. Ended up being Twenty “Chwenney” minutes early. Got home from work around 12:15ish?

Saturday.. oh my gosh. Woke up around 6:45ish and got ready for work. I knew I was going to be so exausted the whole day. Got off at 4 and headed home. Since work always makes me feel nasty, Instead of taking a nap, I took a shower. I went into the pool house and sat on the couch for like 10-15 minutes and ending falling asleep for 5 of those minutes. I went back into the house and layed on my bed and went on my laptop. Tim, Judy, and my mom came home from costco and they brought me home a churro. So good. After Tim and Judy handed me the churro they walked back to the other side of the house and walked back to my room again and said we got you something else. Then they threw new pillows at me. Although I havent used them because I want new sheets first, They are so freakin soft. It was about a hour before I had to get ready and go to the choir concert with Renabette. Those tickets were hard to get online. They kept saying no available seats and when I got two that were, I had 7 minutes to complete the form and make the payment. Unfortunately I was at work and on my ipod trying to get the tickets and put in all my info right that the time ran out and said I cant get the tickets anymore. I tried for like 30min-hour getting them but I finally got them. (I should have put this story on Friday). I can’t believe Renabette, I failed with parking like 10 times because I didn’t know exactly where to park and I ended up making circles and going the wrong way through one way streets. While waiting for the doors to open, she had the responsibility to find somebodys mom and give them tickets for the show. We kept an eye out (well she did since I had no clue who we were supposed to find looked like) and when the person finally walked up Renabette was looking at her phone. What a fail :P. The show was amazing and made me want to sing. After the show we went to Chili’s and ate and just sat around. Fail parking there too because I parked way far when there was parking where the entrance was to the restaurant. After Chili’s Renabette told me Enrico was in SoCal so we went to go visit him in Anaheim. We met up and talked for an hour or two about random things. It was fun though. Around 2:30, Rena had to go home and so we left. What a day.

Sunday (Today) I am looking forward to nothing. It’s just like Thursday. Work.

Oh and for Saturday, About the show, I was so hungry that my stomache was rumbling to the point where Renabette would look at me and laugh. It’s so nice to laugh when we are in the front of the row hardly a foot away from the stage where things will make us laugh.  NAHT! ..than!

"That was the old me" nope. I'm the same person but with a different outlook.

I was punched in the face today, by inspiration. I am done saying what I’m going to do to improve my life, because talk is cheap. I have finally started taking action and getting a grasp on my life. Although I still dont understand EXACTLY what I want to do in life, I have a good idea because I know what my passions are.

Musically - I have been playing more guitar and uke. Singing is still not so great (then again neither is my guitar) BUT I haven’t been giving up like I use to. As for writing songs, I am ignoring the last song I wrote. I do have some ideas for songs and hopefully will have a song done by the end of summer which should be plenty of time IF I can manage my time accordingly.

Photography - I am understanding it more and more as I go on. It’s not all about “Hey! this looks cool!” anymore. It’s the meaning behind/of the picture. Special thanks to Rena for teachin me how to use my camera a little bit better!

Dancing - Although It’s been awhile, I still love it. It’s another great escape from reality and where I can just feel and move along with the beat. Granted I might look stupid.

Drawing/Painting - I have been creating designs for my “Munny” vinyl figures. Sketching random stuff, Studying different styles of tagging, and hopefully create my own style.

I would like to thank all of those people that talked to me the passed ..FOREVER and let me vent to them, gave me their opinons and possibly advice (even if took the advice into consideration or not).

Be ready for summer.

Thanks Loris for fixing my grammar fails. [: